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Rambles of Insanity

A Geek Boy Stuck in a Girl

1 March 1988
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</center>Hi there. The name is Heather.I am 19.There is a few things one might want to know about me so here attempt to explain about me.I am an open-minded individual.And to add to my exceptional dork-ness I actually one day wanna change the world.One thing that I wanna to is be a voice for the GLBTQ community. If I can't be that then I would like to follow the dream that I had as a kid, to write or be a cartoonist.

Things that people should know about me:

♠ NAME:Heather L. Smith


♠Graduated from Northrop Class of '06

♠Ok this is a funny thing to say but is is true...Though I am a girl there are time that I absolutely can't understand the reasons that we do somethings. This is coming from a girl who for a lack of a better term is 1 of the "boys".

♠Talking about being one of the guys...I love the sport of Rugby and i was lucky enough to play for the Fort Wayne Pumas for one season as #3 prop.

♠I am afraid of being alone.

♠I love body adornment.

♠Music is one on a few select things that I am unable to live with out.It gives a beat to what is going on in your life at that time.Also it is a creative outlet that also the mind to wonder.

♠I <3 Thunder but hate lightening....I know that seems odd but I find thunderstorms so ammusing and the thunder itself calming.

♠I am a person that is not perfect and I can admit to the thing that I have done wrong and wish that I could do better...


♠ I can be a generous person. If I ask if I can get a ride some where I am really good about paying for Gas ask Chrissie she hates when I do that.Plus if you are a friend I am usually more than willingly to spot you cash if you need it,(unless you are Tony's friend...Alex still owes me 50 dollars!)

♠I am clingy... I got this thing for hugging people...

♠I hate being the center of attention, but, I also hate being left out of a conversation. I'll bust in when I feel like it. This causes others to get annoyed.(One thing that certain people *cough* Michelle and Tony *cough* can't figure out)

♠Next thing I am annoying or so I have been told over time.

♠I'm okay with the way I am. Not meaning that I like myself. But, I can live with it. I've tried to change before. I've tried to be the nice girl with the pretty face, yeah, that just doesn't work for me.

♠ I have a tendancy to dye and cut my hair ALOT. I have had purple and pink, and it has been long enough to put in a braid down the middle of my back to the uber short that it is right now and getting even shorter.The natural color that is currently hidden by ash brown is my strawberry-blonde-carrot orange hair....

♠ I do understand looking at that the sky and thinking of that one person.Trust me I have that one person and they know who they are.

♠ I take risks.Big ones! Half the time Chrissie or Michelle have to talk me out of them.

♠ I try never to judge people.

♠ I also don't try to impress either.If you don't like me for who I am then it is your problem.Cause I am who I am.

♠ Amazingly I am quite shy... But I warm up to people, then there are just people that have to grow on me. (Most of Tony's friends..sorry guys it is the truth)

♠ ily doesn't mean a thing to me...I love you does when I say it I mean it.

♠ I can be really kind but do not take it for granted. That is a major pet peeve.

♠ I love to write and draw.

♠ASK me questions. I LOVE questions.

♠I am an organization freak.....

♠I'm moody. I have the worst mood swings. I'll love on you one minute, and push you away the next. But, the truth is...I never want you to go away.

♠I have a real hard time trusting people but i am hoping to one day improve on that.

♠I have the oddest eyes they go between gray and baby blue.

♠I love to sing. I sing day and night. I'll burst out into song at least once every hour.

♠I don't have many good friends. Actually, I think my count is three. I have many, many, many acquaintences, though. My definition of a good friend is someone you know cares about you, loves you, trusts you, confides in you, and puts up with you. And you feel the same way about them.

♠I'll add more later!!!!!!!

Who I would like to meet:

I love meet people but not people people that are purposely stupid. I got mild issues with drug-heads.Not to be bias but pot-heads don't bug me that much but people hooked on stronger stuff I try to avoid.I love people that are unique the people that make you look twice.That and I have a thing for making friends with people that are the 'outsiders' or freaks.

The Quotes Section!

(I like them they will appear here)

Be the change that you want to see in the world.


A building is a symbol, as is the act of destroying it. Symbols are given power by people. A symbol, in and of itself is powerless, but with enough people behind it, blowing up a building can change the world.

+V from V for Vendetta+

War does not determine who is right - only who is left.

+Bertrand Russell+

When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.

+Japanese Proverb+

Work like you don't need the money;
dance like no one is watching;
sing like no one is listening;
love like you've never been hurt;
and live life every day as if it were your last

No clue but i love this one

I'd rather be black than gay
because when you're black you don't
have to tell your mother.

+Charles Pierce+